We have so much fun together. She's intense. She wears me out.

I'm trying to find a daycare / in-home care provider - so I can give myself a break - just twice a week. I realize she needs something more than just dad strolling her around town. She loves playing with other kids her age - she learns more - and I know she enjoys herself a little more than hanging out with me at the coffee shop.

So - I could use the time away, too. I'm all rusty and dull right now - and having two days of freedom a week would do me a world of good. I know I'll worry - I know I'll probably want to go pick her up early - I'll obsess over whether it's the right thing to do - or not... but - it's time - and - it's only for 10-12 hours a week... I won't miss her that much, right?

Listening to: Every Picture Tells A Story - Rod Stewart

Eddie Adams